When i updated my status message to “I miss the missing I”- the connotations that people made out of it were different and unsolicited. Expression of state of mind can be meandering just like our thoughts. While the mysterious woman continues to bask in esoteric- some things can still be read. I here refers to the alphabet- which has gone missing with one’s identity but it doesn’t necessarily mean communion. It might be termed as arrogance or self obsession but this is what separates the rat from the rat race. When everyone is following the herd and running for ulterior motives- it is I which brings the blossom.

But what i actually meant was that the missing I was good and i don’t enjoy its presence anymore.

To write or not to...

Writing is something that no one can force upon us- not even we ourselves. You have to be feeling vehement about something to bring out the best of expression. And when i say this today- I am trying to do something just because i am missing it for quite a few days now. When there is emptiness in your mind, thoughts run just like shallow water- you can only force yourself to write-  to please your craving pen and the readers. And yet this is a different feeling since you are pitted against the wall. Not sure how regular columnists do it- providing regular feed of their own inscriptions. Either they are extremely vocal about trivial issues or the power of money is more exciting- not sure about the motivations though.