Quizzed

At the fag end of the day today I am unexpectedly reminiscent of those troubled eyes trying to look away from the looming, the weak gait, the trembling fingers which fidget with something that could make or break, the garbed bodice trying to hide the object, the non-solidarity in the otherwise mature and highly confident voice, the desire to blurt out what’s burning inside.

And finally when the journey is over, it looks like a moment that has removed the albatross off the neck. The outcome unsure but satisfaction of giving your best- ample. The glow when the monkey has gone to other’s back…..

Talliiiii

When do you get Talli? How often do you get Talli?

And my answer is no, never……

Today I want to get talli and have no bounds and experience the feeling which I have not experienced before. I am told that I will never be able to get sloshed if I think too much and have control!!!  While I am not sure if Talli has anything to do with mental strength- after all every drunkard proudly pronounces that he isn’t drunk. I feel it’s just a matter of understanding your limits and not crossing them or it might be the moral responsibility that other drunkard is to be taken care off…

Whatever it may be- I want to experience not the ugly side but the happy side of getting drunk and see how I respond (Laughing or Crying)

Surprises

They say “Grand gestures may light the fire but small surprises keep it alive” but what if it is different from this?

Aren’t all of us fond of surprises at each and every juncture of our life? But there are some Good Surprises which make us feel that this is much more than what we deserved or gave the other person. Then how do we deal with such surprises- do we accept them as a part of our life or send them back or try returning the favour? 

Ek main aur ekk tu

And when I decide to write after a long time today, the best thing that I could think of penning down is my love for the movie “Ek Main aur Ek Tu”. There is something very extraordinary about this cult movie (in my opinion), which makes me watch this movie thrice a week (and I am not kidding).  I am sure writing about it, won’t do right amount of justice to what this movie evokes in me- The true self screened very well by the artistes.

The small unforgettable moments of wildness, the unreasonable logic, the realistic situations, falling in some quirky relationships with strangers, realization of self, times when we want to lose out ourselves, small expectations from self and multiple from others, the materialistic world which runs on money and sex and little bit of love. The perfection in imperfection, the disguise in blatant happiness, the bottled up emotions, the crossroads of liberated and overprotected families.

The best is the different climax which for a change is not “Happily Ever After” but “Hope and Nothing but hope”.

People keep asking “What’s so special” but some things are best when not expressed………….

The Kite Runner

After a long time, my literary journey embarked on a literary piece and i am referring to acclaimed prize winning masterpiece by Khaled Hosseini- The Kiterunner. I clearly remember that i had taken up reading this book few years back but couldn’t culminate due to my educational pursuits.

One book which i couldn’t wait to finish, to see what the journey of subject looks like. This novel brings out the best form of guilt and self revelation, which every one of hides inside. Some selfishness that stays inside each of us and obstructs us from bringing out, our true self. The feeling of remorse which kills the tranquillity within and then the heart rending desire to settle it out in favour of other- to prove to our own self that we are not cowards of the first order. The book has been woven very well in a plot where every person has an important part to play and beautiful message to give. Chance meetings with people, who help us believe that the world and its pawns are not as bad as they are portrayed to be. All in all a good juice for the thought and heart. Loved the simplicity of the book and literary usage.

Aller Retour

“Once you loose someone, its never exactly the same person who comes back”- doesn’t each one of us believe it to be true?

I have seen this happen on many occasions. While this may not be true for some of your extremely intimate friends and their nature but it is more to do with the circumstances. Things around change so much in a fraction of second that what you took for granted becomes a new truth to unfold. Life is nothing but change, one small thing can bring an exponential impact on something else, which we never thought of and once we go into the mode of reconciliation- we find that there is actually nothing to look back. What was the highlight earlier, now becomes a fading star, the person has distanced himself/herself and to such an extent that there is no scope of going back. Sad but true!

Nothing to Say and Write

I am at a loss of words today and have been the same for quite some time now. Thoughts too many but all cluttered. Not sure what is right. Earlier i used to write when there were many points to ponder but today, it’s unsure. Words don’t come even though emotions are multiple. Is it paucity of time or death of capability- i am again unsure? Life is at a juncture where nothing is settled, and everything seems to be getting off the track. Struggle is ample but now i want some sense of utopia and solace. Have tested myself to limits in most of the things but now wish to slow down and enjoy!!