Nothing to Say and Write

I am at a loss of words today and have been the same for quite some time now. Thoughts too many but all cluttered. Not sure what is right. Earlier i used to write when there were many points to ponder but today, it’s unsure. Words don’t come even though emotions are multiple. Is it paucity of time or death of capability- i am again unsure? Life is at a juncture where nothing is settled, and everything seems to be getting off the track. Struggle is ample but now i want some sense of utopia and solace. Have tested myself to limits in most of the things but now wish to slow down and enjoy!!